Feelings

As I'm nearing my 38 weeks of pregnancy, I'm starting to fidget. I have started thinking of the endless "what ifs" unthinkable before. Miss Gabra la katakan...
1. What if I have to be induced?
2. What if I can't have a normal delivery?
3. What if I panicked again, forgot all the breathing techniques I've learnt (again!) and seem to have difficulty pushing the baby out?
4. What if Idhamu-san is not around when the time comes for me to deliver the baby?
5. What if I have to drive myself to the hospital when it's time?
6. What if.... (and the list goes on and on...)

ye, ye I memang penakut. nampak jer macam berani...


Idhamu-san
1. is happy to have an additional female in the family (and be the only male in the family)
2. is worried if I have to be induced because he has to be in Sabah for 3 days next week.
3. is in dilemma because if he does not go to Sabah next week, he has to go elsewhere during my expected due date.

ye, ye saya memang seorang perisau. Habis berjangkit kat semua orang! Aiyooh...!!

Neesa chan on the other hand has been feeling:
1. sad everytime ibu has to go to work.
2. happy that mak tok is around (except in the morning when ibu has to go to work whereby she would literally ask mak tok to go back to her home so that ibu has to stay home and take care of her)
3. excited and can't wait for the baby to come out and play (bully is more like it!)with her.


Nasib baik tahap kerisauan Neesa chan boleh dibendung lagi...